Broke down into hysterical crying during the Dybbuck rehearsal today. R– & I talked. Things are much better now. M– has been very good to me, & for me. Piper rehearsal went very well. We were focusing on detail, walks, hand gestures, etc.
Oddly the thing that finally prompted my outburst was R– asking me to repeat something & I just felt this wave of hostility. Of course I also hadn’t eaten, really (a small mini-bagel & a small burito) since lunch the day before.[1. Again, I’m struck with the realization that past me was in rehearsal for four shows in addition to building three of them. The emotional exhaustion makes a whole lot of sense now.]
